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many substances this weekend because I felt too lazy to do anything else.
it doesn't make sense, but yeah it does.

I've been mulling over this since September, but I know I won't last 4 years in Vermont. as an idea I've only recently come up with, I'll probably consider moving to the west coast at some point. maybe maybe. big maybe.

obviously I come home for a much-needed break and I collapse into a mysterious illness, mostly a plague-like eye infection. I was in the emergency room on Saturday night. lots of eye drops in my life currently. also vicodin? sure.

but the good news is that I watched this

things that keep me going during the longest winter of my life:


my mother's cute emails and my dad's adorable texts

taking the time to actually feel my extremities freezing while walking outside

looking at the mountains when I walk to class

http://www.sandiegozoo.org/pandacam/index.html

lots and lots of ibuprofen every day

my naptime playlist

cuddling with bub

netflix

asking an a topcat to sing "womanizer." he harmonized first

letting my nail polish chip off; I'm on day 19



it's just too cold to function, but spring is coming soon.

a review I read of the M83 album that came out last April (late to the party, per usual):

"these songs make me want to drive with the windows down and make out with someone in a cemetery."

just, why can't there be more people like this in the world?

are you even surprised?

happy valentines day, you classy lady.