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many substances this weekend because I felt too lazy to do anything else.
it doesn't make sense, but yeah it does.

I've been mulling over this since September, but I know I won't last 4 years in Vermont. as an idea I've only recently come up with, I'll probably consider moving to the west coast at some point. maybe maybe. big maybe.

obviously I come home for a much-needed break and I collapse into a mysterious illness, mostly a plague-like eye infection. I was in the emergency room on Saturday night. lots of eye drops in my life currently. also vicodin? sure.

but the good news is that I watched this